This is my engagement ring. Or, honestly, the ring I want when my significant other proposes to me. It’s perfect. It’s large, opulent, romantic. I’m sooo in love with it. Hehehe, I just love planning my romantic future. 

Okay, I posted this in a wedding forums, so that explains the wedding note.

Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: Tamashii no Refrain

Not wedding related.

Okay, I need to vent.

I hate it how people get jealous of me because I’m skinny. Before you guys go off and tell me to start thanking my lucky stars, I should tell you that it’s not any easier than being obese. Whether you’re fat or thin, people are always judging you and I’m sick of it. Even my friends are like this.

I have 21″ waist that can go to 13″ in a corset. I wear size 1 and 3 junior jeans. I have a 34D cup. All of my friends are constantly complaining about how lucky I am, blah blah blah. Well it’s not fun being pulled in by several nurses and phychologists asking me if I’m anorexic. Or people constantly whispering behind my back that I’m bulimic. How else could I eat as much as I do and not gain weight? Well, I’ll tell them, it’s because of my metabolism and nothing else. It’s not fun eating as much as I do because if I don’t I’ll pass out. Skip one meal and I’m a goner.
Also, for the life of me I can’t find clothes or bras. Because I’m so petite, I have back problems. I’m just so gosh darn sick of people telling me how great my life is because I “have the perfect body”. Well, I don’t. Also, just because I’m petite, people say that I’m some stuck up model or something. Well, I’m not a model, and I get blamed for all of the expectations society puts on women to be skinny. Sorry but it’s NOT MY FAULT that supermodels are skinny. I’m not a supermodel I’m a person so stop blaming me because such and such clothing line doesn’t carry such and such size. Sometimes it makes me want to scream.

Okay, glad that I let that out. Whew.