12.08.04

Double ugh…

Posted in Uncategorized at 5:40 am by Sakiina سكينة

Why is it that life has to just kick you when you’re down?

Seriously, I love living, but not like this. Not staying up ’till three in the morning just to complete all my homework– never mind studying for exams. Right now, college is looking a lot easier compared to high school.

All I want is to enjoy Christmas without the understanding that my ex-boyfriend, Josh, as I should call him, since saying “my ex” is so icky to me is pining over me and just about dying with guilt about everything he’s done– and wants me just as much as I want him– even though I know I could never go back to him after what he did to me.

Just Christmas with my family, and not stress.

Just Christmas, damn it!

I love Christmas, everything about it– but I am sick and tired of stress in my life, drama within my group, etc, etc. I just want to be rich and absolved from the responsiblities of school. Seriously, if I got a billion dollars right now, I’d drop out. School is too much stress! Well, I wouldn’t drop out, but I’d definitely drop some classes… Or maybe not. I just wouldn’t kill myself over exams and homework.

I dunno.

BLEH!

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